http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/ U think U know...But U have no idea Fri, 13 Aug 2004 09:50:07 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. Music Music Music http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/28.html Fri, 13 Aug 2004 17:48:45 GMT Dedicated to someone who dont even know I keep a journal, and prolyl doesnt even rember my screenname. Damn.....wtf is the point? Oh wellz.... Love Makes The World Go round --- Ashlee Simpson Here Here I am again And i'm starin at these same four walls, alone again and now all the color's bland and i'm growing now and i've become this empty page Hold on, it's tragic stumblin thru all this static I just wanna talk to you my broken heart just has no use I, I guess promises are better left unsaid yeah Everytime you try to tell me say the words that I'm the... (more) http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=28 http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/27.html Sat, 17 Jul 2004 18:58:47 GMT Not my Biography, Just a Key to my Mind, Thoughts, and Feelings. My name is Mia Rigby, I am 17 years old, and I am an aspiring singer. No, it’s more than that. I’m an aspiring performer. My biggest influences are Mariah Carey, Christina Aguilera, Play, Avril Lavigne, Hanson, and JoJo. I WILL BECOME…The Next Big Thing. All of my life, I had been told to shut up, and to stop singing. I would be told I wasn’t any good, or that’d I’d never be a singer. When I requested voice lessons, I was told that the money wasn’t worth it, because I would become nothing. Throughout the next 12 or so... (more) http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=27 http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/26.html Sat, 17 Jul 2004 05:51:17 GMT "Harry Ho" [12:32 AM]: It seems seems like were are just friends Damn....That hurt. http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=26 http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/25.html Sat, 10 Jul 2004 00:52:10 GMT BOLD all the ones that apply to you. 01. I have a cell phone. 02. I'm obsessed with high heels. 03. I'm the youngest child. 04. I am a shopoholic. 05. I love hoop earrings. 06. I am a libra. 07. I love beer. 08. I have more then a couple of horrible memories. 09. I can't live without lip gloss. 10. I can't live without music. 11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months 12. I spend money I don't have. 13. I'll be in college forever. 14. I've seen Jason Mraz. 15. I accedently deleted what went here.... 16. I eventually want kids. 19. I am addicted to Lizzie... (more) http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=25 http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/24.html Wed, 30 Jun 2004 17:42:41 GMT Yeah. so yesterday I went to Soak City at Cedar Point with Harry and Katie. It was so much fun. But i started thinking bout alot of things. I dunno, I love Katie to death and all but my relationship with Harry has kinda become a 3 way thing. Only its not. I dunno, If I hang all over Katie whatever. Just like if harry was to hang all over Eric. But If i was hanging on Eric the way he did with Katie he would be pissed at me. Im a tolerant person but honestly That was a little much. He asked me if it bothered me and i simply said "not to an extent." Well that was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ... (more) http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=24 http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Wed, 30 Jun 2004 17:24:43 GMT I was listenign to Mariahs Greatest Hits Cd's and These songs got stuck in my head. I shortened them though, used only the good parts. Dont Wanna Cry I don't wanna cry Don't wanna cry Nothing in the world Could take us back To where we used to be Though I'd give you my heart and soul (Given you my heart and soul) I must find a way of letting go 'Cause baby I don't wanna cry One Sweet Day Sorry I never told you All I wanted to say And now it's too late to hold you 'Cause you've flown away So far away Never had I imagined Living without your... (more) http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23 http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/22.html Sun, 27 Jun 2004 05:27:05 GMT Okay---Im not an open person. I dont express my feeling like I used to. I have been uunder so much pressure and been through so much shit lately and noone knows or understands how much it hurts. And even if I was to talk to someone about it, they dont live in my shoes, they couldnt possibly understand anyways. I want to talk to someone. I need to and I keep tellign people that, but I dont know what to say or where to start. i cant stop crying, I cant stop thinking about suicide, I cant stop thinking that im not worthy of the things that I have because i obviously dont seemm to... (more) http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=22 http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Wed, 23 Jun 2004 16:40:24 GMT <no body> http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Wed, 23 Jun 2004 15:01:55 GMT Yesterday I cried myself asleep again. Harry thinks I dont care abouthim. I don't understand why either. What have I done to make him think that way? He seems to think that If i dont wanna spend every secong of my day with him, then i dont love him. That annoys the hell outof me. I want to spend time with my friends, I want to spend time to myself. I have so much on my mind right now and he doesnt know the half of it!! If I didnt love him i wouldnt have risked 2 of the best friendships I've ver had. I have never done that for a guy before! I always told myself I wouldnt let a guy come between... (more) http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20 http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Fri, 18 Jun 2004 18:20:50 GMT totally too lazy to use br tags...oh well u'll all live State of sexuality: bi *Most loved bodily functions: the way my hair bounces? *Most hated bodily functions: im clumsy?? *Sleep position: curled up *One place you gotta go before you die: europe somewhere *If you were a zillionaire and could blow your money on one really exorbitantly useless and shameless object, what would it be: Mariah Carey things...lol *If you were dirt poor, what would be your last ditch desperate attempt at money: steal it *What are you guilty of: lots *What are you proud of: my uniqueness *What do you think of... (more) http://nextbigthing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19